Monday, August 10

Pigeon Latin

I know. The span between posts is somewhat lengthy and not at all what I promised two and a half months ago. But my excuse is valid. It takes time to dispense retardant: to save grass, sagebrush, and pine from igniting in an advancing, wind driven inferno. Hey, somebody has to do it. Four days ago, however, Mother Nature took over—as she always does—and, after 24 hours of rain, saturated us with negativity.

Amidst our construction of a life raft, The Arc of 2010, a lone pigeon arrived like a diverted airliner.

I refer to it as a “he” only by assumption. It could be a female for all I know. The deal with pigeons is that the casual observer cannot decipher its sex—with or without picking it up. Yeah, so what, you say. Pigeons are just winged rats: feathered nuisances. But I—which is true for most pilots—have an exaggerated appreciation for birds, even pigeons. Regardless its sex (please appreciate, men, the teeth marks on my tongue from omitting men-and-directions jokes), this pigeon was horribly lost.


In the four seasons I have worked out of this airbase I have never seen a pigeon. Nor have I seen one wandering around the few blocks that constitute town. I might as well have witnessed a baby croc scampering across a relatively cool tarmac found here in the Pacific Northwest.

My concern for the pigeon heightened when he hobbled over grass tufts toward me. If I had fallen over, stiff like a tree, I would have squashed him. That's how close he came. The pigeon sat his plump body on the grass. His eyelids became heavy; blinks grew long. As I finished my cell phone conversation, the pigeon piped in with his own language. His call was barely audible but I could see the feathers along his throat ripple. What was he saying?

He wasn't scraggly like one imagines a displaced animal. His robustness demonstrated health, an ankle bracelet signified that he held someone's (private or agency) interest. And he was fairly tame. My friend, also a pilot, tried to catch him later that day. “He’ll let you get pretty close,” I said. Through that exercise we discovered, at least, that the pigeon could fly.

Day after day, I find him somewhere on the asphalt that makes up the ramp, a target for the disadvantages I have imposed upon him. He looks so lonely, out of place, lost, vulnerable. Despite my failed attempts to feed him whole-wheat bagel crumbs and Aquafina bottled water, he seems to be doing quite well.

The pigeon, I realized today, represents me. I am all too familiar with loneliness, vulnerability, and discomfort with my surroundings and in my own skin. Instead of trying to drown anxieties with bread crumbs, fluids, and obssesive exercise, perhaps the answers can be found in the simplicity of observing. Just be. The goddamn pigeon can do it.

The band The White Stripes have a song loosely based on a squirrel. In their and the pigeon's honor … “Be like the pigeon, girl. Be like the pigeon.”


Fiona Leonard said...

If you haven't seen it already you should check out the film Winged Migration / Travelling Birds

It's an amazing documentary. There's a lovely sequence with migrating birds and an aircraft carrier that you would appreciate.

As for 'just be' it's a hard thing to do. Amazing how a pigeon can do it in a heartbeat and it can take humans a lifetime...

John said...

It's compelling, a lost pigeon IS a bit like ourselves. It believes it has a mission to fulfill, but it does not always know what that mission may be.

And while sometimes scraggly, a displaced animal may sometimes just be a misplaced animal that hasn't yet founds it's way home.

All the bagel crumbs in the world won't feed that hunger.

So, regardless of sex, we are all sometimes lost!

Keep painting the line for us!

Rich said...

Right on "Be Like The Pigeon". Maybe he's just on vacation or on a US tour...A fly about.

Helisphere said...

Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought
for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor
yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more
than meat, and the body than raiment? {6:26} Behold the
fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor
gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them.
Are ye not much better than they?

Choc. D said...

Thanks for the link, Fiona. I have seen parts of that documentary but somehow missed the aircraft carrier scene. Sounds like it's worth another visit.

It is amazing, John, how much we can learn about ourselves from a simple observation. I know from personal experience that all the crumbs in the world won't feed emotional emptiness.

How is it that we can't just enjoy the journey of being lost, take a fly about around the world while we're at it. Right, Rich?

And, well, Helisphere ... I agree that birds are heavenly.

John said...

Sometimes it's a "crummy" world out there, but we just pick up the pieces and move on!

Bryan said...

Insights in flight
Live and

It's all there